Well I want to start off with, not always feeling happy and at times feeling down and then beating myself up for feeling that way. Life is full of ups and downs and for me being aware of my feelings and what my mind is thinking, sometimes does not always work.
I want to share my whole self AND NOT JUST THE BEST PART OF ME and I want to forgive me for feeling I have to be perfect. What is perfect to me? Shit it is a perception of how I should portray myself to the world or my world.
I began Personal Development some years ago now and reading The Secret by Rhonda Byrne changed the relationships I had with people close. My hardest relationship is the one I have with myself when I am by myself and feeling lonely.
It is hard being honest and sharing what is not the happiness and gratitude that The Secret talks about and how life is so much better when you practice gratitude.
Well for me I sometimes feel crappy and I want to say that for me, it is apart of who I am and I am going to celebrate this and allow myself to feel shiity and know it will pass and it is just ok to be that way.
Yes I love writing and expressing how I feel as a lot of the times I come up with my own answers and just feel better hahahahah.
Wishing You all a Week where you love you, forgive you and smile and laugh xxxxxx
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